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| Patrick and our safari van - Nakuru Game Reserve |
It was also a very good context lesson for our work here in Kenya. Development and sustainability of programs needs to be in held in tension with the natural environment............with respect for the land, the people and the culture. It would be 'dead aid' if we just poured money into the country without respect for the people and their need to provide for themselves. It would be 'dead aid' if we just poured money into the country without respect for this land. It would be 'dead aid' if we just poured money into the country without respect for the culture........listening to the people, walking alongside them, building their capacity for sustainable livelihoods are all keys to making a difference and maintaining our integrity as an NGO (non-governmental organization).
Yes, today was a breather for me..........time to pray and to process, time to enjoy my surroundings, time to relax and to breathe............but the people of Kenya and our purpose here was never far from my mind. Amazingly, I found myself feeling that indeed I could live here.........now before anyone panics, I have my tickets for my flight home and I will get on the plane next week.......but there is something about the pace, the simplicity of life, the sense of God's presence that has a draw. Maybe it is that I have taken a step out of my 'regular, crazy' life that I am drawn to........all I know is that Kenya has changed me.........the people and their stories have changed me..........the opportunity to see, hear, touch, smell, taste this culture has impacted me and I am truly grateful. I have said this before, a person's story is sacred.........sadly, I think we have lost this in our Western culture........too often we don't take time to listen to each other's stories.....healing and forgiveness happens in the telling of our stories.......but it requires us to take a step out of our face-paced lives and to intentionally listen to another's story. However, I also believe this is part of worship - honouring the Creator by acknowledging and giving value to the created........our fellow travellers in this journey called life. I believe it is Holy and part of our worship.........why do we fear this kind of vulnerability with our fellow Christians? Why don't we take the time to allow for this kind of caring and intimacy with each other? Why do we try to protect ourselves from those we are to be going on this journey with? I believe that people all over the world (including at home) long for authentic, loving and caring relationships. We are not meant to make this journey alone and yet we have isolated ourselves by our fear of vulnerability and intimacy. We have built walls formed from pretense and fear. What will it take to remove those walls? How do we begin? I guess it needs to come down one brick at a time with each of us asking others to help us see what these bricks are because perhaps our view has been impeded and we are unable to see the makeup of our own walls. Am I alone in this or does anyone else feel God's call to authentic relationship building? Programs of the church are fine, but real worship happens one on one, being involved in another's life. Brother Lawrence in his book Practising His Presence says, "We ought not to be weary in doing little things for the love of God. For God does not regard the greatness of the work but the love with which it is performed."
Yeah..........................
I am looking forward to a Kenyan Mennonite worship experience on Sunday and I will take all of you with me in my thoughts and prayers.........
Until later...........

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